Monday, January 03, 2005
you make me wanna lala in the kitchen on the floor
i'll be your french maid where i'll meet you at the door
i'm like an alley cat drink the milk up i want more
you make me wanna you make me wanna scream
you make me wanna lala lala lala lala lala
...yes this is out of boredom...in school..don't want to be here...oh well i'll suck it up, eh? lata...
Posted at 06:51 am by luvx0xhertz
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
--»aLL i want fOr Christmas is yOu«--
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
All I want for Christmas is you baby... (repeat)
Posted at 06:07 am by luvx0xhertz
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
oh i can't wait to get next to you
oh i just can't leave you alone
boy you got me doin things that i would never do
and i can't stop the way i'm feelin if i wanted to
i'm crazy bout the way that you could make me say your name
and if i couldn't have you i'd probably go insane
only you can make me feel
and only you can take me there
oh i can't wait to get next to you
oh i just can't leave you alone
boy you stay inside my mind
aint no denyin that
and only you can do them things that got me comin back
this gotta be the realest thing that i have eva felt
and i gotta do what i gotta do to keep you to myself
only you can make me feel
and only you can take me there
crazy bout the way you feel
i just gotta have you here
and i wanna let you know
i wont eva let you go
only you can make me feel
only you can take me there
only you can make me feel
only you can take me there
oh i can't wait to get next to you
oh i just can't leave you alone
Posted at 05:57 am by luvx0xhertz
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
wherever you go i will follow
don't leave me alone
boy wont you just lay with me
stay with me
i would even let you have your way with me
cuz i just can't get enough of your touch
you do the things that mean so much to me
i don't wanna let you leave
i don't wanna let you go
oh i need you here with me
so don't leave me alone
don't leave me alone oh
don't leave me alone
now if i could just be with you
if you were to ask me
i would leave with you
i would go around the globe
as long as i know i will be right by your side
wherever you go
so i aint gonna let you leave
i don't wanna let you go
oh i need you here with me
don't leave me alone
wherever you go i will follow
cuz i don't wanna be alone
i don't wanna let you go
one of the reasons why i neva wanna be inlove
is that i don't like what happens to me when i'm in your arms
it feels like home where i belong oh baby baby
cuz my heart smiles from inside out
only you can do it to baby you can do it to me
so i can't leave you alone
don't leave me alone
i just wanna be in your arms all night long
Posted at 06:04 am by luvx0xhertz
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Monday, December 20, 2004
*sigh*...uh oh...i've been feeling really sick for the past week...i think i might be just a tad bit pregnat...but i'm not sure yet...i have to go downtown and go to the teen health clinique...i'm kinda nervous...wow my dad is going to kill me....i just don't know...
Posted at 05:51 am by luvx0xhertz
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Friday, December 17, 2004
¤::·. kick back and just relax
let me dO my thang .·::¤
hey...so yeah...i got busted..lmao...my rents took away my cell phone and grounded me..i aint allowed to hang out with any of my friends..and my dad was talking about how he'll bring the state of massachuetts in this if he has to...lol...wow...you know they think grounding me and shit is going to like settle me down and stop what i'm doing, but it isn't..it only makes me want to do it even more. You know I think my mom just called the school to see if i actually went bCuz mrs. mckenna was like yeah she's in school today bla bla..i'm like hmmm yeah...i wanna move out...but i would have to get papers that my rents have to sign to let me out...but i doubt they will..they wont let me move out til i'm 18, and if i leave now they can say i ranaway n shit like that..fuckin gay assholes...but yeah...my mom was like who did you go with bla bla n i didn't tell her til this morning and i told her i was with josh p josh o n tj...n she's like did you fool around with any of em..i'm like yeah..i fucked josh o...hahahaha...she found it very devastating...you know this is prolly cruel of me to say..but i don't give a fuck...hmmm...i just wanna get the fuck out of here. but anyways....yeah...i knew i was gonna get caught sooner or later...my brother was like then why did you do it if you knew you would get caught...i'm like bCuz that's the fun of it...hah...hmmmm...well now i don't have to sneak out...i'll just walk out the front door...payce bitches!i!i!...yep yep yep...oh yeah and my dad was like i will be monitoring your phone calls bla bla bla...i'm like woooow...i'm soooo scared...i swear these people think they can intimidate me...please...my bro told me he overheard them talking about how they should like put locks n shit all over the house....i'm like wooow....i'll go to school n never come back...but yeah i haven't gotten detention or anything yet from school...they know i skipped...what are they waiting for?...hmmm idk...but yeah...when i came home last night from work and they both walked in my room i was like ahh here we go...there was no yelling or anything...but they acted like i learned my lesson by grounding me..i see no lesson to be learned...you sneak out your grounded...oooo...makes me wanna do it even more..and i will 2...hahahaha....alrighty...well yeah that's what happened...well there was more like how the rents found out...but let's just say it sucks having landlords...hahah....lataz
.BeCkY.
Posted at 06:56 am by luvx0xhertz
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Thursday, December 16, 2004
..only you can make me feel...
Oh I cant wait to get next you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you got me doing things that I would never do
And I cant stop the way I'm feelin' if I wanted to
I'm crazy bout the way you that you could make me say your name
And if I couldnt have you I would probably go insane cause...
[Chorus:]
Only u can make me feel (only you can me make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
And only u can make me feel (only you only you can make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only you can take me there)
Oh I can't wait to get next to you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you stay inside my mind ain't no denyin' that
And only you could do them things that got me comin' back
Gotta be the realest thing that I have ever felt
And I'll do wat I gotta do to keep you to myself cause..
[Chorus:]
Only u can make me feel (only you can me make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only u can take me there)
And only u can make me feel (only you can make me feel)
And only u can take me there (only you can take me there)
Crazy
Bout the way you feel
I just gotta have u
Here and I
Wanna let u
Know
I wont ever let u
Go
....hehe...today is definitly a good day...i must say..mhm yep yep yep..wow i am so tired right now lol..i got no sleep what so ever..haha..this is allllll i gotta say..hehe...fun night..lataz
Posted at 05:59 am by luvx0xhertz
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
--»This is a story of a warrior i know you know it «--
Yeah so...yeah...hmmm...what did i do...oh yeah...thhiiinngs...monday tj n josh o picked me up and we picked up josh p from kelly's...and then we went to tj's...n tj n josh then went out to go get some things but didn't get any...so it was just josh o n me...all by ourselves...*ehem*..hahaha...yeeeahh..he wanted me to strip for him bla bla bla..n of course i was goin too..but then josh p n tj came back...did that stop me?...nope..i went through with it anyways..n josh o stripped too..well he took off his top...grr on him he had like all this shit in his pockets so yeah...i was the only one...grrr..haha..and then yeah so much other shit happened...josh p me n josh went to kelly's at like 5:30 in the morning n we stayed there...and josh p n kelly did shizzle while josh n me were layin on the floor..did we get sleep? ...nope we didn't lol...but yeah..umm..then we had to leave it was around 6/6:30..josh drove me home cuz yeah...i skipped..i didn't get any sleep at all..so i waited til madre left n i came in richie hid me cuz mom came home to bring him to school..so yeah..then i waited til they left n then i took a shower n all that jazz..n then i bounced..i walked all the way to jojo's..cept like i got lost once i got there and walked around in circles twice..i was like wth..n then jojo had to go to the doctors..so i'm like fuuuck..yeah it was fuckin freezin out..*sigh*..but yeah..did i get caught..haha...noooope.. *smiles* =D...ma wasn't talkin to me all last night though..but w/e..we talked this mornin a little..n we kissed n made up...waha..yeah...umm...yeah..i swear there is still a lot of sexual tension between josh o n me...it's crazy..he kept callin me a crazy bastard n i kept callin him a crazy bitch..n we did all this stuff...mhm...tj was like damn you must really still like him..n i'm like why do you say that?..he was like bCuz it's mad obvious...everytime he is in the room your smile brightens up so much...and he aint helpin u any..i'm like what do you mean?..he's like u said you wanted to get over him n he aint helpin..i'm like yeah i know...but yeah...we didn't fuck...we were "talkin" about it..but no action...so yeah...but we're gonna end up soon anyways..i have a feelin...lol...there is no doubt in my mind...haha...*smiles*. wouldn't mind hittin it...hah...:-)...yeah...wow we flirted so much that night...hmmm....i loved it..good times good times...there were a lot more things that happened..i just don't wanna type all details out at the moment...haha..alright i'm out..lataz
them bullshit trees you be rollin
barely give you a buzz..me..i get hiiigh.
Posted at 05:28 am by luvx0xhertz
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Monday, December 13, 2004
...no bullshit trees...u be rollin...
I swear people are have such a bad influence on me haha.. Yeah...We all know what i mean... anyways..yesterday josh p called me n asked if we i wanted to chill so yeah...of course i wouldn't pass that opportunity..haha..
It was me, josh p, josh o, tj, n josh's girl kelly ( together no longer..hmm)...we drove all the way to boston and got lost lol and drove into watertown..got lost there too..my brother kept calling sayin ma was mad pissed...sheesh..quarter to 8 n she thinks i got kidnapped...*sigh*...but yeah..josh called me afterwards when he dropped me off sayin tj is feelin me n shit..and idk..i was like hmmm how interesting..and then tj called n asked if i wanted to chill..so i snuck out n they picked me up and we went to tj's house...tj n me were makin out...hmm...yeah...i don't know...i'm not very sure how i feel about him lol...to be perfectly honest with you...i swear josh o put a curse on me to never get over him lmao...ugh i got it bad don't i?...*sigh*..
josh p told me josh o is hookin up w/ some other girl...so much for the whole i don't think i wanna gf right now shit..
*AHTCHU!...sorry i'm allergic to BUUUULLLLSHIT*
hmmm yeah...joanna bought me a pack of warm sensational condoms..lmao
alright i'm out..lataz
me...i get hiiiigh..
Posted at 06:51 am by luvx0xhertz
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Thursday, December 09, 2004
*sigh*...i'm so aggravated...i feel like shit..i look like shit...n to top it off it's that time of month..oh so fun eh?...*sigh*..i was so happy when i talked to katrina last night..i miss her so much..i wish i could come up for xmas...but i can see that just aint happenin right now..maybe another time...i think i'm gonna fly down one weekend..like stay with her for a few days..yeah...i feel asleep at like 10..i was gone...lol...jojo called me..n i swear i can not get through to that kid..he's so friggin stubborn...idk..he aggravated me...and then i wished i called katrina bCuz she would've made everything alright...but yeah i didn't...*sigh*...
..i swear being in school sucks right now..i can't fuckin stand being here...i wanna get the hell outta here..i wanna get away...*sigh*..my mom wants me to go up north with her to go see her cousins..i reeeally don't want to go..idk..i'll get out of it some how...*sigh*..idk...but yeah i'm aggravated...as ya can see...haha...but yeah...i have to swim today..don't feel like it, but i gotta...oh well my hair needs to get wet it looks like shit..lol..i whine too much..i need to stop that..hah...okay...katrina i love ya! and i miss ya!!!! i'll call ya today or something! *muahz* bffl!
buh byesz!
~Becci!~
Posted at 05:54 am by luvx0xhertz
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